So you may have noticed that I didn't post Undercover Lovers yesterday.
You see, like many adults with ADHD, I took on too many projects. I'm not honest with myself about what I can and cannot handle and what ends up happening is that something gets lost in the shuffle, I stress myself out to the point of a break down or nothing gets done. In this case, it's a bit of all of it.
One of my commitments (Hairspray) takes up my evenings and weekends leaving my mornings free which would be fine, if I were sleeping properly, in good physical health or possessed the ability to properly prioritize. Oh and now I have a cold which is stressing me out on principle.
If you know me at all, you know I love the melodramatic.
So what does this have to do with you?
Well not a lot. All I can ask is some patience in the coming months. I have work and school and musical performances and singing recitals and novels to write and you guys and a self-help book full of emotional/mental problems and somewhere in there I have to figure out how to be a grown up about it all.
All this being said, I think I'm taking this week off to try and get my head on straight. That means Undercover Lovers is getting pushed back a week and hopefully I'll have time to get caught up on my posts and my writing. I haven't had a lot of time to actually plan my JuNoWriMo novel so I would love to sit down and put it all on paper. Please help me by just being your supportive, upbeat selves. That's all I really need.
I am trying you guys and I'm sorry for the basic radio silence this last little while.
Please say you still love me?